Wth la today's been like moody happy moody happy hyper tired moody happy and yeah,you get it. I mean,first thing I get when I wake up is my mum bombarding me about colleges. What's the rush,seriously?? She goes 'you know,chemistry is all filled out,there's no more space. They have to take it in march now if they want',but why do I care? I don't take Chemistry!
K la honestly,I really hate talking about colleges and courses,mainly cos I hate talking about the future,my future,to be precise. I dunno la,it just gives me this stupid sick feeling at the pit of my stomach. Anyway,mum decided I should go for CPU. Some kinda canadian thingy cos it's more suited for my personality. Apparently it's more interactive and assignments-orientated,not so much of the academics so true,it fits me but like,they only have it in Taylors Subang,not the one in Hartamas that I wanna go to.
And that's not the main reason I'm upset. She says CPU is only for a year,and after that she'll send me to Australia. Which really bums me out because I thought I was only going in 2 years,and I'm mentally prepared for it for 2 years,not 1!
Oh and aside from that,I went for a personality test,and after answering what seems like a million questions,I realize I've done it before. IN SCHOOL -.- so mum basically paid 100 bucks each for Jietson and me to do a personality test that I've already done. The results are almost alike,obviously. How could I have changed in a span of 11 months? I've got 2 opposites of personality,for real. I always just said it because it's easier to disclaim just in case it does happen.
This is Jietson's. See how it's almost a square? He's more rounded I suppose. As oppose to mine...
Mine's some kinda diamond shaped polygon. Blue people and Red people aren't suppose to get along. And it appears that it's a rare trait,I'm officially the cold,friendly,mean,loving bitch. I know,it doesn't make sense -.-
On a lighter note,Keiko decided I should just skip and take grade 8. No grade 7 :( I know I should be happy and take it as a compliment,but grade 7 was like my only chance to get distinction for flute! I've only ever gotten Merit,and both were 3 marks from Distinction,which is frustrating,isn't it?! I've only been with her for a little over 2 years and she's already pushed me to take grade 8 in June. Not bad huh.
Oh and I woke up all pissed off because today's the 8th. Why should the 8th piss me off,you wonder? It means in 31 days I turn 18. Which means I'm legal. And I can buy stupid 18sx movies without fearing they'll ask for ID. Or go out and shit like that. But it also means that I'm old. OOOOOLD! ewrkljhblawukbhyexiluwehyrv;oauisbejkghsrlfhubletrhl;euiobrltiu
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This is probably the first time you've ever seen that many words in one post on my blog huh. Sorry la,seriously. I'm just frustrated at the moment and nobody's calming me down.
Sigh.
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